Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Quote of the day.

"Speed has never killed anyone. Suddenly becoming stationary, that's what gets you, that's the killer."

Ofcourse it was said by Jeremy Clarkson, the man who has gone about most of his life shouting and asking for "more power".

I've had yet another useless day. I am having a real high level of anxiety these days - nothing new to me, but usually it builds up, I proceed to have a nervous meltdown of epic proportions, and then it just disappears. But this time it's completely different and constant, it's just not getting any better. So that's why I've spent most of my last week jumping between the telly, world of warcraft, audio books, music, Top Gear and surfing the net. Usually any of those things work; they distract me from myself, and lets me relax. At least for a good while. But now it's just stopped working, and I can't focus on anything. I just... fall out of it. "What did I just hear on that audio book?" *rewinds* I can't follow a train of thought that's more then one sentence long, and I can't do anything for more then 30 minutes at a time. The only thing that's remotely worked is Top Gear, but after over 4 seasons even that is loosing it's magic. Right now I'm not ambitious, I'm just rubbish.

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