About a new start

I've been thinking about starting this whole proper blog-malarky up again for a while. Tumblr is great and all, but it's not the right arena for long wall of texts, and every now and then I have a huge rant in me that I need to get out. Plus, I miss writing.

I am painfully aware that I probably disclose too much information about myself when I talk to people. It makes people uncomfortable, I know that as well. They didn't ask for my life story. I can't tell you why I do it. Maybe I'm trying to get some sort of acknowledgment or attention or maybe I just want to be pitied, maybe all of the above. My story is a sad one, and sometimes I wonder if that's all, if that's everything I am and what makes me me - my story. If that's all I have to offer in this world.

So by blogging, my rants and ravings about what goes on in my mind will at least only go out to the few who actively came on this blog - if they come on here they asked for it. And maybe it'll make it easier to keep my mouth shut in the outside world.

I promise I won't just write about the sad things. And if I do I'll try to throw in the old joke here and there.